...Whoa.

So, for the past few days, I've had this... feeling. Of something in my home, waiting for me, watching me, etc. VERY unsettling. Mostly around my room. Freaky. SERIOUSLY freaky.

So tonight, I finally decided to do something about it. I had two friends over, one who I've had a sort of spiritual connection with (she was my first seance) [to be named Isa] and one who I've been good friends with for years [Twix]. Actually, come to think of it, they were BOTH present at my first seance.

We set up the table- 5 candles, with gold thread winding in between to form a pentagram. I burned some sweetgrass (what Native Americans use to purify the air) around the house, especially at the hallway, as did Isa. We sat in a circle, held hands, and closed our eyes. We tried to imagine a globe of light, beginning in our centers, and eventually growing to encircle us as a group, and then the room, and then the house.

However, we all sensed a bit of... blockage, I suppose, when we tried to spread our light to the hallway. Eek.

Isa started off by announcing to the spirits that they could not hurt us. We would welcome any neutral or kind messages, but anyone meaning harm must leave us be. We requested any spirits direct their attention to Isa or Twix, as I was shaky and, quite frankly, scared.

Actually, now I'm writing, I think I may leave this for Friday or later, just not in this house. Same reason I can't do Tarot here for a while... I need time away, at my apartment perhaps. Just not here, not yet. XD.